思念，是甜蜜的也是痛苦的。
甜蜜的是當你在思念一個人的時候會想起和他在一起的感覺，發生過的事，美好的回憶。
痛苦的是當你在思念一個人的時候會想到和他相隔太遠，見不到他心裡會有一陣陣的刺痛。
也許太愛你了，讓我之前想要盡力的忘記你。
也許我真的做到了，可是當看到了你留給我的東西時，自自然你就會出現在我腦海裡。彷彿時間還停留在你離開的那一天。我還記得你的笑容，你的眼神，你的擁抱，你的一切一切我都記得。當初我們的約定，那個約定還深深的刻在我腦裡。我永遠都不會忘記那天你離開時我看到最後的笑容。當時我哭了，眼淚就自自然然地掉下來。我知道你心裡也很難受，可是你是那種有什麼難過的事情都會把它啃進肚裡，永遠都不會把傷心的一面露出來。也許就是你吧，天蠍座的你真的就像星座分析裡講的一模一樣；太過好強，口是心非。
今天的我又失眠了，我失眠的原因都只有一個；太想念你了。真的希望我在你的身邊，或者你在我的身邊。你離開前的擁抱，到現在你那體溫都好像還存在似的，從來都沒有散去。
如果真的有哆啦A夢的時光機，回到過去，我還是會選擇愛上不應該愛上的你。心有多麼的痛都好，我還是會愛你。雖然我們是不可能在一起，至少也不可以讓我對你的感情消失掉。

理由

爱是一种残忍，只有在心中的天平上秤出自己在对方心中是否有爱的分量。
受到再大的打击，只要生命还在，请相信每天的太阳都是新的。
安莫安于知足；危莫危于多言；乐莫乐于好善；苦莫苦于多贪。
当我们感到痛苦时，想一想还有人比我们更痛苦；当我们感到快乐时，想一想还有人正在受苦，我们要把快乐的心转成帮助别人的心。
人生是一场电影，痛苦是一个开端，挣扎是一种过程，死亡是一种结局。
放弃该放弃的是无奈，放弃不该放弃的是无能；不放弃该放弃的是无知，不放弃不该放弃的是执着。
不管多大多老，不管家人朋友怎幺催，都不要随便对待婚姻，婚姻不是打牌，重新洗牌要付出巨大代价。
用“时间”来看人。时间是让对方暴露本质的检验师。
对已经改过、忏悔的人，我们不能再给予第二次责难。
人生短短几十年，不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，该爱的时候就去爱，无谓压抑自己。
犯错，就诚实地认错。狡辨、诿过只会害了你自己。
人们总是在努力珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。
漂亮的脸孔是给别人看的，而有智慧的头脑才是给自己利用的
爱一个人不一定就要拥有，但拥有了一个人就应该好好的爱她呵护她。
这世界上有一个人是永远等着你的，不管是什么时候，不管你是在什么地方，反正你知道，总有这样一个人。
人是可以快乐地生活的，只是我们自己选择了复杂，选择了叹息！ 

依然是朋友 - 宇恒

情人节的前一天 他离开你身边 只剩下你无止尽的想念 

那一夜我陪着你 你哭了一整夜 你是否知道 我对他一样很想念 

直到有一天 我和他碰面 在那间 我们常去的咖啡店 

才知道 有些感受 我和他谁都不曾说出口

 我们之间 隐藏了什么 除了我自己没人懂

可是你 你怎么说 你知道后是不是从此避开我 oh 我一样难过 

多希望我们不曾相识过 

才知道 有些感受 我和他谁都不曾说出口 

我们是最好的朋友 谁会有勇气去开口 

不再哭 不再难过 我们还有好大好大的天空 oh

 故事的最后 我们都不曾失去过什么 我们依然是朋友

First Time

    Today first time went cycling with Ivory sk and chor lolll... I didnt know Ivory can learn so damn fast... like in 5 to 10 mins she can ride like normal people but me I'm still struggling with how to balance in a hour time ( maybe the one taught me not that good! xDDDDDD) But in the end still able to cycle LIKE A GOD xD. Officially addicted to Dino Dash... The game like cocaine only... But i got my own way to cheat :) hehehe

I'm still loving you - Shiga 连诗雅

When I close my eyes think of you

And the time we’ve had been through

Even though were for apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me

How you’ve make my world complete

But now I’m left alone

We talked about love and hope

Wishing we could start a life our own

I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart

You said you’ll love me from the start

All those painful things you’ve put me through

But I’m still loving you

I’ve tried to give my best to you

I don’t deserve the things you do

Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I know the truth behind the lies

Why did you tear my heart apart

You said you’ll love me from the start

All those painful things you’ve put me through

But I’m still loving you

I’ve tried to give my best to you

I don’t deserve the things you do

Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I know the truth

难过·伤心·开心·复杂·爱惜·心疼

               难过，伤心，因为我你才那么的辛苦。我真的没想到我会给你带来那么大的打击，我也不是故意要你难过。从一开始对你的好，演变到了自己的自私给你带来的伤害。我明白在这个非常时期，我不应该说这样的话来影响你，可是我也是一个人啊，一个会自私的人啊，一个平凡的人！我一时控制不了自己，所以才会这样做，对你说了一些不应该说的事情，做了一些不应该做的事情。我多希望现在有一架哆啦A梦的时光机，回去过去弥补我的过错。我不希望你会原谅我，我只希望你能开开心心的过后自己的生活。遇见你，是我这一辈子最美的错误。可是，我从来都没有后悔过。遇见你，我就像在海里漂浮的木板，终於找到了一个海岸上岸了。你一直说为什么我没有吃，我不是不要吃！我是舍不得吃！吃了，就像我们之间的记忆给掉了，永永远远都没了！没了你，至少还有一些东西，可以让我回忆你，回忆我们之间曾经拥有过的那份幸福，对我而言，那一份就是幸福，可是在你眼中我不懂你也会把它当成一份幸福。我只想说，我还会一直爱着你，守护着你。

遇见- 孙燕姿

聽見　冬天的離開　我在某年某月　醒過來
我想　我等　我期待　未來卻不能因此安排

陰天　傍晚　車窗外　未來有一個人在等待
向左　向右　向前看　愛要拐幾個彎才來

我遇見誰　會有怎樣的對白
我等的人　他在多遠的未來
我聽見風來自地鐵和人海
我排著隊　拿著愛的號碼牌

陰天　傍晚　車窗外　未來有一個人在等待
向左　向右　向前看　愛要拐幾個彎才來

我遇見誰　會有怎樣的對白
我等的人　他在多遠的未來
我聽見風　來自地鐵和人海
我排著隊　拿著愛的號碼牌

我往前飛　飛過一片時間海
我們也曾在愛情裡受傷害
我看著路　夢的入口有點窄
我遇見你是最美麗的意外
總有一天　我的謎底會揭開

掉了- 张惠妹

心疼的玫瑰　半夜還開著　找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到現場卻已來不及　等待任何回音都不可得
微弱的風箏　冬天裡飄著　回不去手中纏線的那個
沒有藍天　又何必去飛　怎麼適合

黑色笑靨掉了　雪白眼淚掉了　該出現的所有表情瞬間掉了
瞳孔沒有顏色　結了冰的長河　回憶是最可怕的敵人

故事情節掉了　主角對白掉了　該屬於劇中的對角戲也掉了
胸口沒有快樂　斷了翅的白鴿　不枯萎的藉口全掉了

曾經唱過的歌　分享過的笑聲　在心中不斷拉扯
想念不能承認　偷偷擦去淚痕　冬天過了還是會很冷

The perfect imperfection

I know it might be the wrong timing, but I really glad that you said it out. I didn't know the troubles that brought to you. I just know that from now onward I will keep a distance between you and I. I'm sorry what i had done to you, why you feel so upset. I really hope the time can reverse until the day we met each other. Good luck! miss you!

You and I - LadyGaga

It's been a long time since I came around

Been a long time but I'm back in town

This time I'm not leaving without you

You taste like whiskey when you kiss me, oh

I'll give anything again to be your baby doll

This time I'm not leaving without you

He said, "Sit back down where you belong

In the corner of my bar with your high heels on"

Sit back down on the couch where we

Made love the first time and you said to me

Something, something about this place

Something 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face

Something, something about my cool Nebraska guy

Yeah, something about, baby, you and I

It's been two years since I let you go

I couldn't listen to a joke or rock 'n' roll

Muscle cars drove a truck right through my heart

On my birthday you sang me A Heart of Gold

With a guitar humming and no clothes

This time I'm not leaving without you, oh, oh, oh, oh

Sit back down where you belong

In the corner of my bar with your high heels on

Sit back down on the couch where we

Made love the first time and you said to me

Something, something about this place

Something 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face

Something, something about my cool Nebraska guy

Yeah, something about, baby, you and I

You and I, you, you and I

You, you and I, you, you and I, I

You and I, you, you and I

Oh yeah, I'd rather die without you and I

C'mon, put your drinks up

We got a whole lot of money but we still pay rent

'Cause you can't buy a house in heaven

There's only three men that I'ma serve my whole life

It's my daddy and Nebraska and Jesus Christ

Something, something about the chase, six whole years

I'm a New York woman, born to run you down

So have my lipstick all over your face

Something, something about just knowing when it's right

So put your drinks up for Nebraska

For Nebraska, Nebraska, I love you

You and I, you, you and I

Baby, I'd rather die without you and I

You and I, you, you and I

Nebraska I'd rather die without you and I

It's been a long time since I came around

Been a long time but I'm back in town

This time I'm not leaving without you

The NEws :/

Oh well, wednesday for me always is a good day, I guess so? LOL many good things happened on wednesday! xD
First of all, the good NEWS from both of them, really not that surprise me. Its not that I'm not happy with it, its in my expectations. I already told that smelly, it will happen soon and he was like " see how it goes" YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNN genius oh! If u seeing this you should shame on you! LOLOLOL XD joking la we both feel happier than anyone else if they both together right? :) I hope you (HE) will treat her well as what you said to me few days back. Really happy to see it!
Then, today had lunch with the pretty lawyer aka Rachel! 2 weeks didn't find us and today right after I out of my bed, received her Whatsapp for the last min lunch with SK, we should probably go medan or anyplace next time other than mamak. Mamak at the noon really not suit me at alllll! *BIG SMILE*
After that went for a lame HK comedy with sk which not funny at all  ._. Went to shopping at tesco myself alone and thinking the future life of mine, will I still pushing a trolley and buying things alone or with the one i love the most? Nobody knows... OH YEAH! and about that topic we talked in paparich tonight, sk I will still give you the same advise, go for the one who worth you sacrifice the most. But still we will still be there if you choose other decision also :) This is fact! Peace! And i dyed my hair again! It looks like a color that mixed with GOLD AND GREY? : /  I'm finding the bleacher! I NEED A GREY OR BLUE COLOR HAIR! zzzzz Drive safe on friday! don't speed please -.-

P.S. you text will literally make me laugh until very loud. Not when the action i do when i send people LOL, it really laugh out loud in the public lols!

始作俑者 - 蔡依林

沒有表情一個人坐著 等著一個安慰的理由 但你沒有

她不是始作俑者 缺席的你罪惡的問候
用沉默代替解脫 迷失在你的話語
用微笑告別以後 這一刻後彼此要擦身而過
放下一切讓你走 就這樣不再聯絡

想起你電話來時的表情 想起從前愛你的聲音
想起總是微微笑的你 想起從前愛你的調皮

想起如果沒有遇見你 想起從前愛你的甜言蜜語
面對著自己 背對離去的你 我已失去

她不是始作俑者 缺席的你罪惡的問候
用沉默代替解脫 迷失在你的話語
用微笑告別以後 這一刻後彼此要擦身而過
放下一切讓你走 就這樣不再聯絡

想起你電話來時的表情 想起從前愛你的聲音
想起總是微微笑的你 想起從前愛你的調皮

想起如果沒有遇見你 想起從前愛你的甜言蜜語
面對著自己 背對離去的你 我已失去

多年後時間不再緊湊 你我的以後也不再拼湊
愛情始作俑者不是誰 沒有誰錯又或誰對 不再害怕面對

想起你電話來時的表情 想起從前愛你的聲音
想起總是微微笑的你 想起從前愛你的調皮

想起如果沒有遇見你 想起從前愛你的甜言蜜語
面對著自己 背對離去的你 我已失去


面對著自己 背對離去的你 選擇放棄

I'm back

Hmmmm since so many people back to blogging, I also follow the trend xD
What i wanted to say is, I'm feeling happy,grateful and blah blah blahhhh when I see the changes between both of them. LOL like seriously! I really hope that they can be together somehow the smelly keep on "pour cold water on my head" :x lololol I do actually envy him because he get to hangout with his crush all the time.... I'm not saying I'm having a crush now, I don't consider that's a crush because its no chance at all :x. Everytime I saw them teasing each other, make fun with each other, I really feel the happiness between them! :3 :3 :3 BUT other than that I'm also feel grateful that I'm still having some friends that really meant something in my life. AND MOST OF THEM ARE RETARDED!
._. I really hope that retarded from the island can come back faster so we can hangout more! :) :) :)
 " I wanna protect her and be with her every second every minute everyday" <<< this is what you said to me! LOL GAHHHHYAOOOOOOOOO :3 :3

十二月的心情～

昨天在McDonald讀書的時候

突然間下起了傾盆大雨
（感覺好像在寫小學作文！×笑×）
就突然間想到楊丞琳的一首歌

《雨愛》——楊丞琳

(海派甜心片尾曲)
作詞：Wonderful
作曲：金大洲
編曲：黃宣銘
製作人：薛忠銘

窗外的天氣
就像是 你多變的表情
下雨了 雨陪我哭泣
看不清 我也不想看清

離開你 我安靜的抽離
不忍揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心裡
學會放棄

聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴滲入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停
讓想念繼續 讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie love

窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積
屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密 能一直延續
我相信我將會看到
彩虹的美麗

冷冷的空氣
很窒息 我無法呼吸
一萬顆雨滴的距離
很徹底 讓愛消失無息

離開你 我安靜的抽離
不忍揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心裡
學會放棄

聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴滲入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停
讓想念繼續 讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie love

窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積
屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密能一直延續
我相信我將會看到
彩虹的美麗

屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密能一直延續
我相信我將會看到
彩虹的美麗

想著想著

感覺在下雨天聽這首歌有點傷感叻

（好花痴哦！！xD）

突然就看到兩隻小鳥

躲在招牌下避雨

心就想：

小鳥也會避雨的哦！
所有生物生存在這世界上

都為了生活而努力

人類的生活真的太累了

想要和小鳥一樣自由自在

想要到哪裡就哪裡

人類的聰明

導致了文們的腐敗

雖然像LadyGaga所唱的《Born This Way》

"My Mama told me when I was Young
We all born be superstars "

'I'm beatiful in my way

Because God make no mistake
I'm on my right track
baby i was born this way"

真的很喜歡LadyGaga！

不管世界上有多少人不喜歡她

我都會默默的支持她！

I LOVE YOU LADY GAGA!
<3

完美的一天？

今天的chem paper還算ok啦，

不會講太難！

還好叻，如果太難的話，

chem就一定不及格了！D:

剛剛載了朋友的媽媽回家

順路就去了Chatime買了杯金桔檸檬汁喝            

                           

很喜歡他們的珍珠叻！！！

好啦，今天的心情還不錯，

還有四張紙就考完了！

考完了要去很多地方

要做很多事叻！

哈哈就像Britney Spear的I Wanna Go！

I wanna go Clubbing!

I wanna go SING K!!!!!!

I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!!!

I WANNA GO WORKING!!!!

I WANNA GO ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF PLACES!!!!!

明天又要去McDonald讀書了

星期二就要考數學了

雖然以前很喜歡數學

可是現在的都有點怕怕叻

好像隨時會fail的樣子 :(

要好好加油叻！GAMBATEH!

Today totally is a nightmare! D:

Although today everything run smooth 

(except for the chemistry paper 1 exam la!!) 

OMG!!! The Chemistry Paper 1 was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo HARD!!! D:

Especially those easy easy questions become so hard already!! 

GG for my paper 1 already!

Within 10hours time i will take my Chem Paper 2!

Just now went to McDonald study with my Friends till 2.30am only went back! =_____________=

My friend philip was soooo noisy and asked him don bring the laptop he still brought it!

=_______=

End up still can study la!

but hor! i still got so many questions to ask my teacher!

btw Tml those bio student taking 2 paper in 1 day

Bio paper II and Chem paper II!!

See their faces also know they very stress already!!

Because i'm taking 1 chem paper 2 also stress like hell already!! :(

GOOD LUCK TOMORROW FOR THOSE WHO TAKING BOTH PAPER II!!!

AND PLEASE TOMORROW CHEM PAPER II DON BULLY US!!!!

PAPER I already killed us! D:

Tommorrow chemistry ah!!!

 

OMFG!!! Tomorrow my chemistry test already!! 

lucky its just papar 1!!! -____-

but hor...... 

Thursday is paper II already!!

 Zzzzzz i still got so many things haven't revise yet!!!

C2H5OH, C3H7COOC2H5, Hydrolysis, 

Oxidation, Nernst Equation, Titration,

 Faraday's 1st and 2nd law, Equilibrium, 

Transition Elements, Complex Ions!!

 OMGGGGGGGGGGGG

I'M SO DEADDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!! 

DDDDDDD:

P.s No matter how also must camwhore! (笑）

Morning!!!

Early in the morning wake up~ 

Going to school soon!!!

 because got extra class for chemistry! T_T

BUT I HAVEN'T EAT YET!!! 

Gonna call my frens and eat together! 

but they all having exam!! 

ALL THE BEST YA!!! :D

At night!

28th Nov 2011 23.28 ! i created this blog!!!

P.S Lady Gaga is always that awesome!!!!!