Friday 31 October 2014

难过·伤心·开心·复杂·爱惜·心疼

               难过,伤心,因为我你才那么的辛苦。我真的没想到我会给你带来那么大的打击,我也不是故意要你难过。从一开始对你的好,演变到了自己的自私给你带来的伤害。我明白在这个非常时期,我不应该说这样的话来影响你,可是我也是一个人啊,一个会自私的人啊,一个平凡的人!我一时控制不了自己,所以才会这样做,对你说了一些不应该说的事情,做了一些不应该做的事情。我多希望现在有一架哆啦A梦的时光机,回去过去弥补我的过错。我不希望你会原谅我,我只希望你能开开心心的过后自己的生活。遇见你,是我这一辈子最美的错误。可是,我从来都没有后悔过。遇见你,我就像在海里漂浮的木板,终於找到了一个海岸上岸了。你一直说为什么我没有吃,我不是不要吃!我是舍不得吃!吃了,就像我们之间的记忆给掉了,永永远远都没了!没了你,至少还有一些东西,可以让我回忆你,回忆我们之间曾经拥有过的那份幸福,对我而言,那一份就是幸福,可是在你眼中我不懂你也会把它当成一份幸福。我只想说,我还会一直爱着你,守护着你。


遇见- 孙燕姿
聽見 冬天的離開 我在某年某月 醒過來
我想 我等 我期待 未來卻不能因此安排

陰天 傍晚 車窗外 未來有一個人在等待
向左 向右 向前看 愛要拐幾個彎才來

我遇見誰 會有怎樣的對白
我等的人 他在多遠的未來
我聽見風來自地鐵和人海
我排著隊 拿著愛的號碼牌

陰天 傍晚 車窗外 未來有一個人在等待
向左 向右 向前看 愛要拐幾個彎才來

我遇見誰 會有怎樣的對白
我等的人 他在多遠的未來
我聽見風 來自地鐵和人海
我排著隊 拿著愛的號碼牌

我往前飛 飛過一片時間海
我們也曾在愛情裡受傷害
我看著路 夢的入口有點窄
我遇見你是最美麗的意外
總有一天 我的謎底會揭開





掉了- 张惠妹
心疼的玫瑰 半夜還開著 找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到現場卻已來不及 等待任何回音都不可得
微弱的風箏 冬天裡飄著 回不去手中纏線的那個
沒有藍天 又何必去飛 怎麼適合

黑色笑靨掉了 雪白眼淚掉了 該出現的所有表情瞬間掉了
瞳孔沒有顏色 結了冰的長河 回憶是最可怕的敵人

故事情節掉了 主角對白掉了 該屬於劇中的對角戲也掉了
胸口沒有快樂 斷了翅的白鴿 不枯萎的藉口全掉了

曾經唱過的歌 分享過的笑聲 在心中不斷拉扯
想念不能承認 偷偷擦去淚痕 冬天過了還是會很冷

Thursday 30 October 2014

The perfect imperfection

I know it might be the wrong timing, but I really glad that you said it out. I didn't know the troubles that brought to you. I just know that from now onward I will keep a distance between you and I. I'm sorry what i had done to you, why you feel so upset. I really hope the time can reverse until the day we met each other. Good luck! miss you!

You and I - LadyGaga



It's been a long time since I came around
Been a long time but I'm back in town
This time I'm not leaving without you


You taste like whiskey when you kiss me, oh
I'll give anything again to be your baby doll
This time I'm not leaving without you


He said, "Sit back down where you belong
In the corner of my bar with your high heels on"
Sit back down on the couch where we
Made love the first time and you said to me


Something, something about this place
Something 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face
Something, something about my cool Nebraska guy
Yeah, something about, baby, you and I


It's been two years since I let you go
I couldn't listen to a joke or rock 'n' roll
Muscle cars drove a truck right through my heart


On my birthday you sang me A Heart of Gold
With a guitar humming and no clothes
This time I'm not leaving without you, oh, oh, oh, oh


Sit back down where you belong
In the corner of my bar with your high heels on
Sit back down on the couch where we
Made love the first time and you said to me


Something, something about this place
Something 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face
Something, something about my cool Nebraska guy
Yeah, something about, baby, you and I


You and I, you, you and I
You, you and I, you, you and I, I
You and I, you, you and I
Oh yeah, I'd rather die without you and I


C'mon, put your drinks up
We got a whole lot of money but we still pay rent

'Cause you can't buy a house in heaven
There's only three men that I'ma serve my whole life
It's my daddy and Nebraska and Jesus Christ


Something, something about the chase, six whole years
I'm a New York woman, born to run you down
So have my lipstick all over your face
Something, something about just knowing when it's right

So put your drinks up for Nebraska
For Nebraska, Nebraska, I love you


You and I, you, you and I
Baby, I'd rather die without you and I
You and I, you, you and I
Nebraska I'd rather die without you and I

It's been a long time since I came around
Been a long time but I'm back in town
This time I'm not leaving without you




Wednesday 29 October 2014

The NEws :/

Oh well, wednesday for me always is a good day, I guess so? LOL many good things happened on wednesday! xD
First of all, the good NEWS from both of them, really not that surprise me. Its not that I'm not happy with it, its in my expectations. I already told that smelly, it will happen soon and he was like " see how it goes" YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNN genius oh! If u seeing this you should shame on you! LOLOLOL XD joking la we both feel happier than anyone else if they both together right? :) I hope you (HE) will treat her well as what you said to me few days back. Really happy to see it!
Then, today had lunch with the pretty lawyer aka Rachel! 2 weeks didn't find us and today right after I out of my bed, received her Whatsapp for the last min lunch with SK, we should probably go medan or anyplace next time other than mamak. Mamak at the noon really not suit me at alllll! *BIG SMILE*
After that went for a lame HK comedy with sk which not funny at all  ._. Went to shopping at tesco myself alone and thinking the future life of mine, will I still pushing a trolley and buying things alone or with the one i love the most? Nobody knows... OH YEAH! and about that topic we talked in paparich tonight, sk I will still give you the same advise, go for the one who worth you sacrifice the most. But still we will still be there if you choose other decision also :) This is fact! Peace! And i dyed my hair again! It looks like a color that mixed with GOLD AND GREY? : /  I'm finding the bleacher! I NEED A GREY OR BLUE COLOR HAIR! zzzzz Drive safe on friday! don't speed please -.-


P.S. you text will literally make me laugh until very loud
. Not when the action i do when i send people LOL, it really laugh out loud in the public lols!



始作俑者 - 蔡依林




沒有表情一個人坐著 等著一個安慰的理由 但你沒有

她不是始作俑者 缺席的你罪惡的問候
用沉默代替解脫 迷失在你的話語
用微笑告別以後 這一刻後彼此要擦身而過
放下一切讓你走 就這樣不再聯絡

想起你電話來時的表情 想起從前愛你的聲音
想起總是微微笑的你 想起從前愛你的調皮

想起如果沒有遇見你 想起從前愛你的甜言蜜語
面對著自己 背對離去的你 我已失去

她不是始作俑者 缺席的你罪惡的問候
用沉默代替解脫 迷失在你的話語
用微笑告別以後 這一刻後彼此要擦身而過
放下一切讓你走 就這樣不再聯絡

想起你電話來時的表情 想起從前愛你的聲音
想起總是微微笑的你 想起從前愛你的調皮

想起如果沒有遇見你 想起從前愛你的甜言蜜語
面對著自己 背對離去的你 我已失去

多年後時間不再緊湊 你我的以後也不再拼湊
愛情始作俑者不是誰 沒有誰錯又或誰對 不再害怕面對

想起你電話來時的表情 想起從前愛你的聲音
想起總是微微笑的你 想起從前愛你的調皮

想起如果沒有遇見你 想起從前愛你的甜言蜜語
面對著自己 背對離去的你 我已失去


面對著自己 背對離去的你 選擇放棄

Tuesday 28 October 2014

I'm back

Hmmmm since so many people back to blogging, I also follow the trend xD
What i wanted to say is, I'm feeling happy,grateful and blah blah blahhhh when I see the changes between both of them. LOL like seriously! I really hope that they can be together somehow the smelly keep on "pour cold water on my head" :x lololol I do actually envy him because he get to hangout with his crush all the time.... I'm not saying I'm having a crush now, I don't consider that's a crush because its no chance at all :x. Everytime I saw them teasing each other, make fun with each other, I really feel the happiness between them! :3 :3 :3 BUT other than that I'm also feel grateful that I'm still having some friends that really meant something in my life. AND MOST OF THEM ARE RETARDED!
._. I really hope that retarded from the island can come back faster so we can hangout more! :) :) :)
 " I wanna protect her and be with her every second every minute everyday" <<< this is what you said to me! LOL GAHHHHYAOOOOOOOOO :3 :3